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the first post for 2012

And for some reason, I suddenly found the time to write something.

The past year was really tough. Imagine all the disasters that I’ve been seeing in the news, and circumstances that I experienced myself. Some of those were quite inevitable. Luckily, I was able to survive and I am very happy that despite of the hard things I encountered, I still keep going.

And those things made me realize a lot of things, of which I felt a little regret of not doing…

  • BE CONTENTED – Today’s world is ever changing. I’ve been noticing that some are being a little impractical and materialistic. With how hard life it is nowadays, it’s about time that we should be contented of what we have, and remind ourselves that family is still the most important. Go out with your family. Treat them food or go somewhere. Give time to listen to stories that they tell. Laugh with them and share your thoughts. This is way better than having a gadget that’s just a waste of money.
  • LOVE WHAT YOU DO – This is one thing I didn’t get to do. I admit, I got fed up with certain things that I almost lost faith, and my job as well. Back then, I really love what I was doing, but I guess I wasn’t passionate enough and things weren’t going the way they should. So, I end up feeling disappointed and stressed. I’ve learned that to love what you do, you must put your mind and heart into it. It’s okay to be serious with what you do, but not too serious as it can drive you nuts. But really, if you love what you’re doing, everything will really go smoothly.
  • KEEP THAT FAITH GOING – Sometimes we lose faith because of the trials we face. We usually tend to look for someone or something to ease the pain we are feeling. And when the pain is not eased, it worsens the situation. But I realized that during the most painful times, we still need to rely on Him. He knows best and He has good plans for all of us. That’s why I am keeping that faith going, for I know He has a good plan for me. I know I need a lot of making up to do, so once I get home Sunday morning, I’ll go to church first.

 

I hope this would make a good start for the year 2012, the year of the water Dragon. Let’s be FASTER, HIGHER, STRONGER to face the challenges ahead!  ^_^

新年快樂!

 

I happen to drop by my cousin’s lair. Her house has this spot where you can spend private time (aside from the bathroom). That room happens to be a little music studio. I asked if she could lend me some of her rare CD’s so that I could rip them. When I came to to look for CD’s, there’s this one disc that made my eyes open wide.

“Omg, couz, you have this pala.” I said to her as I grabbed the CD case and waived it. ”  I tested it and played the second track. I normally play the second track when listening to a CD. Haha, to my surprise, the song that was playing happened to be a familiar one. It’s featured in a Korean drama currently airing here in the Philippines. And the name “Angeline” has been a household name ever since. My cousin told me she had this CD since 2009. I only ripped the second track and  got hooked to it for a while.

Anyway, I’m posting the lyrics in Hangul (thanks to Google for this) and the translation in English later in my other post. I also attempted to translate it in Mandarin using the English translation of the lyrics. Too bad, I’m still not that good. It’s the title that I could translate. Aw.

The song’s title is “I Can’t Forgive” (용서 못해) by Cha Soo Kyung (차수경) from that TV drama that makes me wake up early, Temptation of Wife (아내의 유혹).

Temptation of Wife 아내의 유혹

“I Can’t Forgive” 용서 못해

왜 너는 나를 만나서 왜 나를 아프게만 해
내 모든 걸 다 주는데 왜 날 울리니
니가 나를 상처 준 만큼 다시 돌려줄 거야
나쁜 여자라고 하지마
용서 못해

잔인한 인연은 사랑 같아
길이 아닌데 가다가 멈출 수는 없어
사랑 끝에 후회가 찾아오면
비로소 남는 건 미움뿐

사랑해달란 애원은 안 해
마음이 떠난 차디찬 눈빛이 싫어서
그 마음이 끌리는 그 곳엔
또 다른 유혹 있을 테니

사랑이 뭔데 숨죽여 가며
변해가는 널 잡고 싶었을까

왜 너는 나를 만나서 왜 나를 아프게만 해
내 모든 걸 다 주는데 왜 날 울리니
나 너를 용서해야만 다시 웃을 수 있나
나쁜 여자라고 하지마
용서 못해

사랑이 뭔데 숨죽여 가며
변해가는 널 잡고 싶었을까

왜 너는 내가 아닌지 왜 넌 내가 싫은 건지
내 모든 걸 다 주는데 왜 날 울리니
니가 나를 상처 준 만큼 다시 돌려줄 거야
나쁜 여자라고 하지마
용서 못해

우~
내 모든 걸 다 주는데 왜 날 울리니
니가 나를 상처 준 만큼 다시 돌려줄 거야
나쁜 여자라고 하지마
용서 못해

사랑이 너무 아파

practice post

My first time here.

Been out of work for a week because of getting sick. That’s what I hate about it. Aside from it being expensive, it’s also depressing. Felt like I was suffering from an eating disorder. Well, found out later that it’s not. My throat was really sore that it couldn’t tolerate solid food. Thank goodness it’s not an eating disorder. But for someone like me who’s working in a call center, having a throat problem is a no-no. I stay up the whole night (I can endure that), but talking continuously is not my forte.

Thinking about leaving and changing my career. I mean, it’s about time. It’ been three years. I want to do something else…